It was just that the time was wrong.

"The path of the truth lies through oneself rather than through the second hand accounts of other people"

Well I got a response. I knew the feeling wasn't recipricated but he says maybe in a year but as the saying goes...'He's just not that into you (me)' Am I being too self indulgent? hmmm

Didn't have the best sleep as the above was on my mind so quite tired at work. Nothing exciting to report. Hamstrings were feeling it from yesterdays practice. After I finished work I went to the shops to get....well nothing exciting just bits and bobs. Gave into a getting a Soya Chai Tea Latte from Starbucks. They have to my absolute favourite drink. Finished book by Joseph Torra called My Ground. This was certainly up there with one of the strangest books I've ever read. It was jumping from one subject to another with each paragraph, would say it was quite well written if not very dark. Then I went to meet yoga teacher friend who wants me to cover her classes while she is away at the end of August. I have accepted this challange as I've never really taught more than two classes in a week and this will be covering about seven. I then went to her class, just an hour and it really motivated me to try and go to more classes. i use money as an excuse sometimes but think I get a stronger practice when I'm not on my own. I really want to drop back, it's certainly fear that's withholding me.

Also trying to get together my Liza Minnelli in Caberet outfit. Bidding for a few items on e-bay and have already purchased the wig.

Just finished the day off with 10 mins meditation. I wanted to do longer but was feeling particularly restless: -

"I have a body, but I am my body"
"I have thoughts, but I not my thoughts"
"I have a mind, but I am not my mind"

This is an affirmation from the David Fontana book I am reading.
I also like this quite that I read today: -

"The path of the truth lies through oneself rather than through the second hand accounts of other people"