Don't bother!

Well...my last shift at work has come and gone. I feel a bit sad and strange to think I won't be visiting this city that has been such a big piece of my life for the last 2 years. The stories I could tell. Bad boy was supposed to meet me but i got a text that was as simple as
'cant do tonight.'
No emotion, no nothing. I know I said I was gonna close that chapter a few days ago but deep down I think I wanted to see him but then its postponing the finality of it all. So he called me when I didn't respond. He said he would call me tomorrow to which I replied
'DON"T BOTHER'
Childish, I'm sure but sums up how much he's let me down over the year, although I can't deny the exciting times we've had together.
It was a full moon tonight...I love it, magical feeling in the air.
No more work, no more running for the train. My life is ready for great change, I will grow stronger as my year progresses in this familiar let incredibly strange country.
Just one week left now....