Monday, 26 October 2009

Having complete control over my thoughts

Is this possible?
I am a very reactive person. People, I always say, are like chemicals. To clarify, people react differently with one another to make certain, in our human's case, relationships.

For me personally, it really bother me when I don't get on with people. Not that I need to be loved by everyone (maybe I do) but bad reactions always leave a really bitter taste in my mouth. And I dwell...why how I dwell, a lot.

So my life is starting to take structure to these new surroundings. The weekend involveda beautiful trip to the mountains. My disgraceful energy levels stopped me form going on the hike with my friends. I waited in the car. I did not wish to ruin it for them. I made a decision to try and cut dairy out of my diet, again. I really want to get to the bottom of this bane in my life.

I am very happy, apart from this problem though. I have made several really great friends. the workload is quite a lot but I enjoy it. Learning is a huge part of the point of life. To grow and make oneself stronger...mentally and physically. Talking of which, I did a good yoga practice this morning.

Must sleep now ready for a new day tomorrow!

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