Revelation

Yesterday I had a wonderful day. I was so happy all day, life just felt good. I also had first contact with bad boy. I could see his face fo the first time in 2 months. So strange how 2 such very different people can be so drawn to one another. But paranoia is a big factor in my life. Sometimes it takes over me like posion and I can feel it destroying relationships slowly. I will not let it anymore. But bad boy, what am I doing (same old story), nothing can happen...we are just too different and have totally different dreams in life....ahhhhh

I have also realised that the 'eye lash buiding liquid' is a stong contender for the cause of the intense dizziness I was going through. I am trying to investigate. Still feeling tired but dizziness has pretty much ceased.

Have been practising yoga each day this week and this has helped with my happiness...it is making me so much stonger!

I have 2 tests tomorrow, so trying to get down to some hard core studying. Feeling more confident about my language learning at the moment....life is great!