Lets be amicable

Here is an image of the typhoon this morning from my balcony. It was really only a bit of rain, nonetheless our classes were cancelled. I've yet to have a lesson... The typhoon actually wrecked some areas, killing 2 people. Our area doesn't seem to have been affected so badly though.

So I did some studying. I had a message from a guy I vaguely know. This message really bothered me and made me realise again how affected I can become form other people and how it makes me paranoid. From maybe one word or one action that they may not mean to do to offend but it ticks around in my head for ages!! A form of OCD, perhaps? Anyway, he sent me another message to apologise and that the comment was not actually directed at me but a general message. So he's trying to be amicable. Tomorrow I will send him an equally amicable message. I want feelings of happiness and satisfaction in my life.

So it is late now. I have been chatting lots to my new friends...

There is always worry in my mind. i am too serious, need to lighten up. My latest is that my skin is horrific and I am sooo ugly. But really it might just be the light in this room.