is that I just can't make up my mind.
Last night I was good. I went to the pub with some heavy drinkers and I just had water. We had dinner as well. I left the party as I had to be up early this morn for work. When i got back last night, there was that familiar empty feeling. I was watching my new boxset and suddenly burst into tears. It was all to do with the love I lost a few months ago. I felt a great loss. He says to get in contact with him when I return to see how things might turn out but this seems unrealistic to me.
I had a voicemail of bad boy (this is different to my soulmate) this morn. I do, I don't, I do, I don't want to see him. Work was good but very busy today and I know if I go in tomorrow after a full nights partying it may be just short of unbearable. His phone is off at the moment. What time shall i give hime till?? Thinking 8, then it's to my book and bed.
Going to do a full ashtanga practice to revitalise myself now.
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